created 2025-03-30, & modified, =this.modified
tags:y2025
That property like this:
If I acted with complete enthusiasm and energy that I feel, or even showed myself, it would not match the room. If I was so powerful of the love I feel, it would be immediately be odd. If I shared some thought I want to share, or insight I had, it’d immediately change things.
So you hold back. And your character becomes this restrained figure, when inside you are weird and bursting. There is never an entry taken early on, so it’s all quickly exhausted.
Do we all hold back like this in the same way? No.
It’s just funny, to think oh he is reserved, and quiet when I am not sure it is the case at all times, or characteristic.
So I wonder, if restraint here is often the sign of the opposite. That person you know, quite different.
Thoughts on a weekend, in a group, mostly quiet.